Books have always been my sanctuary. This became especially true after I was diagnosed with mesothelioma. The books listed below have provided comfort, perspective, and, at times, a much-needed escape. Here’s a look at 10 books that accompanied me on this journey.
1. When Breath Becomes Air by Paul Kalanithi
This memoir by neurosurgeon Paul Kalanithi is a powerful exploration of life, death, and what makes life meaningful. Diagnosed with terminal lung cancer at the peak of his career, Kalanithi grapples with his identity as both a doctor and a patient. Reading When Breath Becomes Air felt deeply personal. His reflections on facing death with dignity gave me strength and a sense of shared humanity.
2. More Beautiful Than Before: How Suffering Transforms Us by Steve Leder
Rabbi Steve Leder draws from his experiences in guiding others through hardship and his own life challenges to discuss the transformative power of suffering. In More Beautiful Than Before, Leder shares how pain and adversity can lead to a deeper understanding of oneself and a greater capacity for compassion. This book reminded me that suffering doesn’t only bring loss; it also offers an opportunity for growth. Leder’s words encouraged me to look for beauty during hardship.
3. The Moth Presents: All These Wonders – True Stories About Facing the Unknown
The Moth Presents: All These Wonders is a collection of true stories told by individuals from diverse backgrounds, each facing the unknown. These tales of courage, vulnerability, and transformation served as a source of strength, helping me realize that while uncertainty is universal, so is the resilience of the human spirit.
4. Remarkably Bright Creatures by Shelby Van Pelt
Shelby Van Pelt’s Remarkably Bright Creatures tells the story of an unlikely friendship between a grieving widow and a giant Pacific octopus named Marcellus. The book weaves themes of healing, connection, and understanding, showcasing how bonds can form in the most unexpected ways. This story provided an escape, reminding me of the simple joys and wonder in life.
5. The Cancer Poetry Project by Karine Miller
This anthology is a poignant collection of poems that capture the raw, multifaceted experiences of living with cancer—both for those battling the illness and their loved ones. The Cancer Poetry Project explores themes of resilience, fear, love, and hope. Each poem is a window into the deeply personal yet universal emotions surrounding the journey of illness. For me, the poems offered comfort, catharsis, and a sense of connection.
6. As You Wish: Inconceivable Tales from the Making of The Princess Bride by Cary Elwes
A lighthearted and nostalgic read, Cary Elwes’ As You Wish offers a behind-the-scenes look at the making of The Princess Bride. Elwes shares humorous and heartfelt stories from the set, offering a glimpse into the camaraderie and magic that went into creating the film. It was a perfect reminder that happiness can be found in revisiting cherished memories and stories.
7. Surrender by Bono
In this audible book, Bono of U2 fame reflects on his life as a musician, activist, and family man. Surrender delves into his journey from a young Irish boy to a world-renowned artist and advocate for social justice. Through stories of his music and humanitarian work, Bono explores themes of love, faith, and resilience. This book inspired me to reflect on my own values and purpose, reminding me that while life may be unpredictable, we can still create meaning and impact in our own ways.
8. Notes from the Valley: A Spiritual Travelogue Through Cancer by Andy McQuitty
This was one of the first books I read after my cancer diagnosis. Pastor Andy is a friend and fellow cancer survivor. In Notes from the Valley, Pastor Andy McQuitty shares his journey through cancer with wisdom, faith, and insight. Written as a spiritual travelogue, these reflections address the physical and emotional challenges of his illness, as well as his search for meaning and hope. This book felt like a guide through the darker moments of my journey. McQuitty’s faith and perspective provided comfort, encouraging me to look to Christ for peace and strength.
9. Dawn of Wonder by Jonathan Renshaw
Jonathan Renshaw’s Dawn of Wonder is an epic fantasy that follows a young boy named Aedan as he discovers a world full of wonder, courage, and adventure. The story is filled with rich characters, intricate world-building, and a gripping plot. I listened to this as I was recovering from CRS/HIPEC surgery. It was welcome diversion, allowing me to lose myself in a world far removed from hospitals and treatments. This book rekindled a sense of awe and reminded me that even in difficult times, imagination has the power to transport and rejuvenate us.
10. Can’t Hurt Me by David Goggins
David Goggins’ Can’t Hurt Me is a no-holds-barred memoir that chronicles his transformation from an overweight, insecure young man to one of the world’s toughest endurance athletes and motivational icons. Through raw honesty and relentless grit, Goggins shares how he overcame unimaginable adversity—poverty, abuse, racism, and physical limitations—to master his mind and unlock untapped potential. This book felt like a wake-up call during my own battle with mesothelioma, challenging me to confront my limits and reframe my mindset. Goggins’ principles of mental toughness and accountability pushed me to find strength in struggle and to face each day with determination. This book is not for the faint of heart – or maybe it is! A warning, this book contains strong language.
Conclusion
These books were companions, guides, and sources of comfort during my battle with mesothelioma. Each one offered something unique, whether it was a moment of escape, a spark of laughter, or a new way to view struggles. I hope they resonate with you as they did me. Let me know if you have books that have encouraged you.
